To cut a long story short, it was bloody amazing.

The night started off with him picking me up and throughout the rest of our evening together the sexual tension was completely thick in the air. We couldn’t wait to get to bed and just jump each other.

A fortnight back, me and my lovely man hadn’t seen each other in a week due to busy work schedules. For us, that is a long time!

By the time we got to bed, we made love in the most delicious, reconnecting way. We began joking that we should spend time apart more often! 😂

To put it bluntly it got hot, really hot. Dominance and submission came in to play. It was the most submissive I’d ever felt in the bedroom and: I loved it!

After a while of vaginal sex we switched to anal. It’s something we’ve found to like and boyfriend in particular really enjoys it. So I began begging him to do that (he loves it when I beg him to do something naughty), calling him Sir as I did (he really likes that).

He flipped me on to my stomach and did so, taking it slowly as it’s something I’m quite new to. We tried a little bondage by tying my wrists together but the position we were in made it uncomfortable. It was jettisoned within about five minutes 😂

As time went on, I felt myself at my limit for anal sex right now. It feels good but like anything when you start, it takes some getting used to. I told him I might need a little break.

And then he said it. The stuff my submissive fantasies have been made of recently. He laid flat on top of me, stroked his hand softly over my jaw and throat and said in my ear:

“Aww, but you’ve been such a good girl…”

That was it. With those words my body completely relaxed, my mind centred and I was well and truly catapulted in to a submissive head space. If there’s any two words that can make me turn to jelly, it’s, “Good girl”. Forget having a breather, there was no way in hell I wanted to stop then! 😂 I begged him not to stop, to carry on, calling him Sir the entire time. It felt way too good not to carry on.

“You’re such a good girl,” he growled as he thrust deeper in to me.

“Thank you, Sir…” I moaned back from the pillow.

“I’m going to come. You want me to come?”

“If it pleases you, Sir…”

“It does. I’m going to come…”

By the end we were both giggling like teenagers. Part of us couldn’t believe we just did that! But either way, we loved it and my head was spinning deliciously. I felt completely centred like all was right with the world 😂

I couldn’t stop smiling and giggling. I feel such a rush and I was on a high for the rest of the night. I was well and truly in, “Happy little sub” space! 😊

All my love,

Violet xx

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