CW: Miscarriage, pregnancy loss. Written in the form of an open letter. I've been flip-flopping on writing this for a while. It's many of my thoughts if I could speak openly to the baby I miscarried at 23. I still feel guilt at times that talking about my feelings looks like I'm making 'a mountain …
CW: Miscarriage, pregnancy loss. I have a secret. But you already know. But in the regular world, I have a secret. It's something that doesn't upset me as much as it used now I've had time to process and accept it, but when I have those days when it weighs on my mind, it weighs. …
Last night I had a nightmare. Aside from the dream not making much sense in terms of logistics (subconscious and all) the plot goes as so: I dreamt I found out I was pregnant and decided I couldn't continue with the pregnancy due to a myriad of circumstances. I was keeping this private, as it …
Honestly, I didn't know how I was going to write this. I've been thinking about it for so long and tried writing it multiple times, only for it to be deleted. Truthfully, I'm feeling really sad today. I've been ill all week with a stomach bug, not been able to go out and feeling a …
Becoming Violet Grey 