Being each other’s mirror

CW: Mentions of trauma and abuse. Reader discretion is advised.

“A true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.”– Elizabeth Gilbert

Pursuing a committed relationship with someone you deeply love and care for should sound like the stuff of fairytales, right?

Now, while there are those wonderful, butterflies-in-the-belly moments, those exciting times learning, exploring and growing together, the fairy tales forget to mention other things. For example, that no matter how much you love one another, there will be arguments sometimes. You’ll have rough patches, dry spells and times that you really need at work through it together, in order to come through it a stronger couple.

One thing that stood out when I first met my boyfriend, is after years of convincing the friends around me that I was indeed ok (I really wasn’t. Deeply hurt from a past relationship and grieving the loss of a loved one) he could see right through me, saying, ‘No you’re not. What’s up?’

I couldn’t hide, and I couldn’t gloss it over. He wanted to know and he wanted to try and help. I’d be able to talk things through with him and wouldn’t feel judged or that I had to watch what I was saying. I could be completely honest in everything. I can be completely myself with him, good and bad.

But one thing in particular I’ve learned since being in a long-term relationship, is that your love, whom you connect with, who is your partner in crime, can be like a mirror. You will see how they see you, and in turn, how you see yourself.

The mirror will show you a side to yourself you’ve never seen. You can learn to love yourself how they love you. But it can also reflect back things you really don’t like about yourself. Unhealthy ways you react to arguments, the learned behaviour from others that, to your surprise, isn’t the bedrock and foundation of a healthy relationship.

Me and my boyfriend were talking recently about when we were first together. About our growing pains and issues we worked through. Me having untreated trauma at the time, it didn’t take much to trigger me. Him being emotionally abused and cheated on in past relationships, he had his own triggers and behaviours that he needed to work on as well.

We had to work out the chinks in our armour, the loose seams in the garments. Like any relationship, no matter how much you love each other, you’ll have your times when you really need to work at things.

As well as being each other’s lover, companion and friend, we are each other’s mirror. One such example, his committment to sorting problems and arguments in a healthy way, showed me that how I approached them was very unhealthy. Learning from him has helped me change for the better.

My insight into different perspectives and a more open approach to people, helped him come out of his shell somewhat. Though, by his nature he is a guarded man. Some wounds go so deep the effects never fully heal.

Being able to show a mirror, to each other, has only been able to be done through honest and open communication. We’ve seen and experienced what destructive relationships can do. So we have, and still do, put a lot of work into ours to make sure it is healthy and good. Because we’ve got a whole lot of love, it’s an effort we’re really committed to do.

Like in the quote, our mirror shows us what is holding us back and how we can move forward. As perpetual works in progress, we see the promise we made to each other and the love we have. We see the love the other has for us, and still wonder why the hell they love us of all people, but we do regardless. It keeps us going through the good and bad.

And we see them being at our side as walk the path and grow together.


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13 thoughts on “Being each other’s mirror

  1. This was a pleasaure to read. Out partner needs to be more than just our other half.
    They need to see when something is slightly off and be readty and willing to help us out of your funk.

    Bless the too of you. May your love always warm your hearts. 🌹

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    1. Thank you Drew. Like any relationship there’s trial and error, you’ll find what helps, what makes you worse and what you need to do to help yourself grow better as a person.

      Right now is one of those times, with him having been ill and having surgery, there’s been a lot on our plates and it’s all catching up with us. He’s fed up that recovery is going to take a while and me, having had to be strong constantly for the last three months and thrown myself into work, have now crashed and battling a bad bout of depression. It’s not been an easy time but we’re here for each other ❤️

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      1. These are the times that make or break a relationship. Hopefully, it will strength your bond.

        Please, my dear, take things one da at a time. It is the only way to cope with it.
        You love him and you will overcome all of this for love. I am certain you will.

        Don’t focus on the clouds around you. Just have faith the light is coming.

        Sending mucho love and hugs. 😘

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      2. Drew you’ve made me cry happy tears. I’m truly blessed to have such a wonderful friend in my life like you 💜
        It’s definitely strengthened our bond but I just wish all the hardship hadn’t happened. Seeing him in pain as he’s working to strengthen his hip and leg back up is heartbreaking. I wish I could just wave a magic wand to make all his pains go away.
        Then having to carry on as normal with work and such and being strong while he was in the hospital and after, there was only so much I could take before needing time to take one day at a time. In hindsight I should have taken that time way sooner. He just wants me to be OK and has been adament since he could become more independent after surgery to focus and take care of myself.
        It’s not been an easy time. But, talking to folks on here, though I might be bit quieter right now, has been helping me.
        Thank you so much for being such a good friend. Bless you, you’re like a guardian angel! 💜

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